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I don't like people gettin' old. I like people. I don't like to watch them get older.
And I don't understand why they want to perceive it as an unbreakable law of life and not want to change anything about it. I don't understand. I don't understand why they want to have a family, one wife, children, imagine getting old and dying. What's so broken about them?
About me. I know my state, but don't want to write about it here.
I have a plan. Let's see changes tomorrow.

July 04, 2020 11:01


July 03, 2020 17:04

I feel bad. I look bad
Want to finish curing my teeth and make them look better but I need money for that.
Slept from 9 to 10. Then went for coffie and a pie with mushrooms.
Then drank puer.
Was searching for some articles to translate and practice on. Found a very cool looking website. Really cool looking. Stopped at it. Seems I have things to translate.
But I so don't want...feel like I have to make myself for portfolio and future money. I have no idea what else to do. I wanna do something...
So many people on the street. Seems I have a period when I'm tired from this. 'Cause they are all so distant from me. I feel like alien. And it makes me sad. Wanna stay home

June 26, 2020 09:26

June 18, 2020 10:12

smoking make me want to kill myself

June 15, 2020 01:24

June 11, 2020 05:03

The sword of destiny has two edges: clarity and certainty.

June 07, 2020 19:28

New day-new problems-it's alive!..

June 07, 2020 07:54

Civilization VI

June 04, 2020 02:12

І-ідеальний подарунок
і це навіть не скарказм

буду вчитись омг, надіюсь годин в добі буде досить

June 01, 2020 20:25

i wish i was dead, life is unfair

May 30, 2020 21:27

Statistical Consequences of Fat Tails: Real World Preasymptotics, Epistemology, and Applications
Nassim Taleb 24 Jan 2020

May 27, 2020 22:53

My girl, my girl, don’t lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night?
♫ Nirvana

Преследует чувство вины.


May 27, 2020 17:49


May 20, 2020 17:04

I’m wasting time, and I’m hating myself for wasting time, and I’m feeling miserable when I’m hating myself for wasting time, and I can’t do anything productive when I feel so miserable, so I’m wasting time... and I’m hating myself for wasting time, aaarghhhh!!!

May 13, 2020 11:41

might as well be dead

May 11, 2020 00:07

I hate my life

May 08, 2020 22:03

someone kill me please

May 07, 2020 23:57

What's it going to be then, eh


May 06, 2020 16:58

another miserable day

May 01, 2020 13:07

why can't it just be over

May 01, 2020 03:20


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Перспективный проект :3

May 01, 2020 00:08

Вертолеты над центром москвы

Оч. похоже на

April 30, 2020 11:33

Вышла версия для HD Ready (720p)

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Монеточка + огонь >>> Noize MC

April 30, 2020 06:42

nothing matters

April 29, 2020 01:20

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What !F users say

Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!

I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.

Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.

I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.

I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.

Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
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Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!