why did the universe decide to give me such a disappointing exitance
Am I really that miserable?
Let's count the number of ways that the universe sucks!
1. I am in it
I am losing it why all those people on TikTok are so fucking handsome talented or whatever
I feel like a piece of garbage thank you
And it’s 3 am in the morning
And I will most likely get up within 3 h
Cause I have to
Healthy is the heart that goes on,
Even when everything feels so wrong
Turn off your senses
And let go of all those defenses you built up so strong
Lucky is the one who breaks free
Free from himself and his hopes and his fears
Take from your shoulders
The weight that you don't need to hold anymore cause I'm here
I'll be your protection, darling
Nothing will harm you tonight
All of your darkness will turn into light
Your shadows will fly away
Your ships will sail away
No, nothing will harm you tonight
(c) Lenka - "No Harm Tonight"
I want to scream but I can't so I just hate myself and my life ❣️
I love you, need you, want you
Do you like me? like I love you, need you
BANANA!!! ;^) Один холодний банан,бо люблю охолоджені їсти-смакота!!! To be continued...
i am a bad person and i can't do anything right. i left my mom alone in the city i'm from. i compromised my core values. i abandoned my friends. i'm leaving a great city. i'm sad and stupid and cannot appreciate anything i have and throw it all away. the little time i have left with my mom. but my girlfriend leaves everything including her country so why should i complain. if it wasn't for my mom i would've closed all my social media and moved somewhere far away from all of this. i hate myself and my life. i am nothing. i can't help my mom. i can't help my girlfriend. i can't myself. i can't help anyone.
When you wanna screen
you just keep breathing
I don't like people gettin' old. I like people. I don't like to watch them get older.
And I don't understand why they want to perceive it as an unbreakable law of life and not want to change anything about it. I don't understand. I don't understand why they want to have a family, one wife, children, imagine getting old and dying. What's so broken about them?
About me. I know my state, but don't want to write about it here.
I have a plan. Let's see changes tomorrow.
I feel bad. I look bad
Want to finish curing my teeth and make them look better but I need money for that.
Slept from 9 to 10. Then went for coffie and a pie with mushrooms.
Then drank puer.
Was searching for some articles to translate and practice on. Found a very cool looking website. Really cool looking. Stopped at it. Seems I have things to translate.
But I so don't want...feel like I have to make myself for portfolio and future money. I have no idea what else to do. I wanna do something...
So many people on the street. Seems I have a period when I'm tired from this. 'Cause they are all so distant from me. I feel like alien. And it makes me sad. Wanna stay home
The sword of destiny has two edges: clarity and certainty.
New day-new problems-it's alive!..
i wish i was dead, life is unfair
My girl, my girl, don’t lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night?
Преследует чувство вины.
I’m wasting time, and I’m hating myself for wasting time, and I’m feeling miserable when I’m hating myself for wasting time, and I can’t do anything productive when I feel so miserable, so I’m wasting time... and I’m hating myself for wasting time, aaarghhhh!!!
might as well be dead
I hate my life
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!