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I often pity myself for being ‘unable’ to lift the gravestone of nox. It seems that some external force keeping it in place is stronger than me.

But there’s no such thing. It is myself who is keeping this gravestone in place, even if I don’t realize the reasons of such behavior yet.

May 14, 2022 08:53

It was a big mistake not to have a financial cushion in the business. If not for my own one, things might quickly go south with the start of the war - we couldn’t receive any money for two months. Luckily, the money I accumulated previously allowed me to exist and to pay salaries until new ways of money transferring were established.

If I am to start accumulated a business financial cushion, it’s a complicated decision as of where to store the money. Any bank can rob you anytime because of your Russian origin or due to other reasons sucked out of a thumb. Cryptocurrencies are unstable. Even those which are tied to real currencies, like USDT, can disappear into the thin air one day.

May 11, 2022 10:24

Met T. yesterday. Five hours flew like one second, mostly in discussions about Georgian ap… err… I mean, Georgian people.

May 11, 2022 04:28

I’m in a Georgian taxi. Inside there are:

- Orthodox icons: 7
- Georgian flag: 1
- wooden crucifix: 1
- working A/Cs: 0

Georgians are afraid of car A/Cs, they think A/Cs cause illnesses. They don’t even know how to operate an A/C properly. So, they all drive with windows opened, inhaling dust and exhaust gases all the time. They despise those like me who ask to close the windows.

May 10, 2022 11:05

Georgian girls are strikingly beautiful, however, in most cases their faces are contorted by bitchy grimaces.

May 10, 2022 06:58

Orgasm in my sleep. I had 78 DAO.

May 10, 2022 04:28

Nevzorov: “Those believing in a vertical takeoff of a rabbi will believe anything”.

May 09, 2022 05:40

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April 30, 2022 10:06

I can generate anesthesia in nearly any circumstances. Why am I not doing it often then? Am I waiting for an uncle to come and do it for me?

Who hinders me from generating anesthesia every time I encounter a period while reading?

April 27, 2022 11:40

I couldn’t sleep because children were playing loudly in the hotel hall. So, I opened the door and saw one girl and two boys, all looking 7-8 y.o.

I asked them to be more quiet, saying that I want to sleep. The children looked at each other, then the girl contemptuously said: “Russian shit!”, and they started playing and yelling again, paying zero attention to me.

This 4* hotel hosts and feeds Ukrainian refugees for free. I’m paying 1500$ per month for my stay here, my money are used to fund those Ukrainians’ stay, and still I’m the Russian shit to them.

April 26, 2022 05:20

"And I try to find the will to carry on
Wonder how much longer I can carry on
Cause these days they take so long, yes they do"

April 16, 2022 09:36

... все, что предсказамус настрадал

March 27, 2022 13:01

Устрашающая тишина. Звуки, которые ее не нарушают, только подчеркивают. Что-то случилось здесь уже. Чувствую это.

Зачем-то продолжу:
"This happens both online & offline, in a target's social circle & outside. The whole goal is to ignore & deny that this is happening - them stealing your attention (energy or whatever they believe) in order to do many things such as sending thoughts or influence via customized social media posts or directed convesrations. The data gathered from the "interactions" is sent to the "cult" handlers which have contacted perpetrators, in turn used to feed the basic "A.I." to further influence the target via Internet (computer & cellphone) & social media operations"

March 27, 2022 06:27

Нашел кое-что о ГС/ПТ, что соотносится с моим опытом (у автора плохо с англ, он сам об этом оговаривается):
"Their goal is to catch your ATTENTION, when they have it,they can employ various psychological operations. Their main way is this:
Give a target ATTENTION but IGNORE a targets interaction with them (perpetrator). This means a perp uses well-know-for-target triggers, sensitizations, emotion, preferences & so on to catch ATTENTION. IGNORING means not responding to a targets efforts to chat, instead using indirect methods for "communication". When confronted by a target, a perp denies any attempts to capture a target's attentions & thus also gaslights the target..."

Продолж в след.фраге

March 26, 2022 22:57

• Had a small fight with S so we’re not talking. I didn’t cry or apologise this time. I should stop expressing love when he’s mean, that’s a positive stimulus and stuff. I just wait for him to say he’s sorry. I also shouldn’t be dramatic. I’m just tired of this shit, we’ll have to speak eventually, he might have a rest if he feels like it, I don’t mind chatting with my imaginary friends for a couple of days.

• My Spotify Premium is off. Fuck you, old prick, just die, you’re old, it’s time.

• My sleep schedule is a joke. I want to read something, but I’m angry and sad and anxious, so I can’t concentrate at all.

• I fell asleep to Debussy yesterday. Kinda nice. BLACKPINK in your area.

March 10, 2022 08:23

• The head hurts like hell after another pointless sleepless night. It smells like dust and hookah. My mouth is dry. I still have an aftertaste of breakfast pasta with eggs on my tongue. I hate eggs, but I’m sick of sweet stuff like ice-cream and cake. I still have some in my fridge, but I’d rather die.

• Piano pieces for beginners look like a joke. They’re not elegant, these are just finger exercises, even though they are supposed to be simplified versions of the original songs or classical pieces. They sound like a joke. I’d rather practice C major scale until my ring fingers are numb and my wrist aches, than keep embarrassing myself.

• I feel like rewatching La La Land tonight. Need tea.

March 09, 2022 07:43

• Every time I get anxious I go and play the piano until I calm down or get even more frustrated. Piano frustration feels almost extatic. That’s a good kind of frustration. I go to sleep and the next day I’m guaranteed to do a bit better. I like to see things actually improving at something.

• I do have like 10 mini piano sessions every day, also 1 or 2 solid 30-45 min sessions.

• Pepsi and Cola will be gone soon. That’s alright, I should grow up and drink water anyway.

• I do nothing at all. I don’t want to be the best version of myself anymore.
I don’t feel safe. I’m lucky to have my baby next to me. The dependency seems wrong and unhealthy but it keeps me from going insane.

March 09, 2022 00:29

Dear Trustpilot Customer,

In response to the recent, unprecedented events in Ukraine, we've taken the decision to suspend all our operations in Russia and Belarus. Therefore, in accordance with our standard terms and conditions of business, your access to and use of your free Trustpilot account will be suspended with immediate effect, until further notice. At the same time, we are also blocking the leaving of any new reviews on domains in such markets, until further notice.

We have taken this step to show our support for Ukraine, and stand against the aggression and violence from Putin’s regime.

Да, конечно, ударим баном всех русских аккаунтов Trustpilot по Путину... Смешно это всё.

March 08, 2022 04:00

212 floor) 214 floor) 215 floor) in game)

March 07, 2022 18:52

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March 05, 2022 03:12

ii dont rding gzettes and newspapers))

March 04, 2022 23:02

Back to the primitive,
Fuck all your politics,
We got our life to live
The way we want to be

Back to the primitive
Fuck all your politics
How it used to be
Check your reality

Back to the primitive
Fuck all your politics
Fuck all your wannabes
Aaaaaarggghhh!

Back to the primitive
Fuck all your politics
Forever we will be
What we want to be

By SoulFly

March 04, 2022 11:03

Um, Dois, Tres, Quatro...

Back to the primitive
Fuck all your politics
We got our life to live
The way we want to be

Back to the primitive
Fuck all your politics
Who feels it, knows it
The god will guide me

Back to the primitive
Fuck all your bullshit
We're back to set it free
Confronting the negative

Back to the primitive
Fuck all you wannabe's
You don't mean shit to me
Let it bleed!

March 04, 2022 08:51

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March 02, 2022 19:41

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February 19, 2022 04:57

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