TIL:
Perfectionism is a risk factor for obsessive compulsive disorder, obsessive compulsive personality disorder, eating disorders, social anxiety, body dysmorphic disorder, workaholism, self harm and suicide, substance abuse, and clinical depression as well as physical problems like heart disease.
A. is surprisingly smart and self-aware for his age. Though I don't understand his motive to study here.
Поймала себя ещё на том, что в совершенно обыденном разговоре с Ю. почему-то начала оправдываться, хотя вообще, блин, какого хрена.. 😅
I'm watching you, watching every move
Now they're closing in, there's nothing you can do
If you're still alive when the music dies
Tell me if the screaming has you terrified (Terrified)
Mind-blowing knowledge about (nose) breathing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13Ae4kuULUg
Хочу в Египет - и активно заняться фридайвингом. Совсем забыл об этой возможности.
I am losing it why all those people on TikTok are so fucking handsome talented or whatever
I feel like a piece of garbage thank you
And it’s 3 am in the morning
And I will most likely get up within 3 h
Cause I have to
Goodluck rip
Healthy is the heart that goes on,
Even when everything feels so wrong
Turn off your senses
And let go of all those defenses you built up so strong
Lucky is the one who breaks free
Free from himself and his hopes and his fears
Take from your shoulders
The weight that you don't need to hold anymore cause I'm here
I'll be your protection, darling
Nothing will harm you tonight
All of your darkness will turn into light
Your shadows will fly away
Your ships will sail away
No, nothing will harm you tonight
(c) Lenka - "No Harm Tonight"
i am a bad person and i can't do anything right. i left my mom alone in the city i'm from. i compromised my core values. i abandoned my friends. i'm leaving a great city. i'm sad and stupid and cannot appreciate anything i have and throw it all away. the little time i have left with my mom. but my girlfriend leaves everything including her country so why should i complain. if it wasn't for my mom i would've closed all my social media and moved somewhere far away from all of this. i hate myself and my life. i am nothing. i can't help my mom. i can't help my girlfriend. i can't myself. i can't help anyone.
My girl, my girl, don’t lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night?
♫ Nirvana
Преследует чувство вины.
Бессилие.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦