Несколько часов к ряду играю Limp Bizkit - wish you were here, испытываю разные чувства.

We don't need
Need anymore pain
We just need to remain on the very same page
So much to gain
No more losing a friend
We're losing ourselves
We just need your help
So glad your here

What's that coming over the hill?!?!?!?!?!?! It is a monster, it is a monster!!! !!!!!! ( The Automatic – Monster)

Did I ever tell you what insanity is? Buying a sub and only eating the goddamn filling

Mushmellow – The Way You Look At Me

It's a beautiful day!
:)

First wish after waking up: to make a poster. Also i want to start "water day", to clean everething and to take bath after jogging. I like to restore order in my own room and dream about future happy life ( i call this fragment "tell your wish to golden fish"

Fall Out Boy - The Phoenix

Prawns sweet and sour with rice.
Luther 4th season, 2nd and last episode. Love his British accent and him being such a good guy. After watching this movie it's hard to believe I'm on Borneo. But I am. I can hear those cicadas and frogs.
The major drawback here is cold.

prison break

до сегодняшнего дня у меня не было любимого поэта, потому что я стихи вообще не очень люблю, а теперь есть!
раз десять прочел этот стих вслух. очень нравится строчка cared for anyone not at all

anyone lived in a pretty how town
(with up so floating many bells down)
spring summer autumn winter
he sang his didn't he danced his did.

women and men (both little and small)
cared for anyone not at all
they sowed their isn't they reaped their same
sun moon stars rain

e. e. cummings

понимаю, что жизнь в реале не для меня. слушаю One Ok Rock и немножко горюю.

As I look into your eyes and see you standing there
Tell me something
You're never gonna let this go

Step into your heart but you don't take it
Please don't leave it
And you're never gonna let this go

All I know
Is that you want to break it
I just want to say Is that your feeling?
You know what you are?
Tell me why
Did you turn your back right to me
You drive me crazy!!

All is hopeless. (C)

If I should stay 
I would only be in your way. 
So I'll go but I know 
I'll think of you 
Every step of the way. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
You my darling you mmm... 

Bittersweet memories, 
That is all I'm taking with me. 
So goodbye, please don't cry. 
We both know I'm not what you, you need. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 

I hope life treats you kind 
And I hope you have 
All you've dreamed of. 
And I'm wishing you joy 
And happiness. 
But above all this, I'm wishing you love. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
I, I will always love you. 
You, darling I love you. 
I'll always, I'll always love you.

I ENEMY I PUBLIC ENEMY

"Not feeling like yourself? This may be seasonal depression due to the lack of sunlight." Yeah, it's probably it.
K, I'm just a normal human being, influenced by random crap to the point where I don't want to live anymore or I want to live forever.

If nothing works today, I'm gonna get wasted, although I promised never to do so. It's not a final, though. Still. Otherwise, just go to Gerstein and do the project.

Hands smell like chemicals, so nice.

Whatever it may sound like: when you make a nice long cut, you can feel how your karma restoring with blood dripping out. Nothing worse will happen to you, you're safe to move on.

Oh God I wish you'd just speak to me
Black is all that I see
Speak to me
You used to be all that I needed

Подборка песенок :3
D.R.U.G.S. – Graveyard Dancing
D.R.U.G.S. – Laminated E.T. Animal
In this moment - Whore
the GazettE – Dogma
the GazettE - PSYCHOPATH
Lindemann – Children Of The Sun
Dir en grey – LOTUS
Royal Blood – Little Monster II
Bring Me The Horizon – Happy Song
RedHel feat. 周平 – Tell me the truth
Attila – Unforgivable
We Butter the Bread With Butter – Exorzist
WBTBWB – Ohne Herz
WBTBWB – Fall

The darkness of my heart stopped the burning spark
Or maybe it was the light behind your eyes

oh you know how to save me
so why couldnt you save yourself?

The Balcony

I taste you on my lips and I can't get rid of you
So I say damn your kiss and the awful things you do

пою не переставая ~

I`m going to catch up with my future self!
pleasant view

With pure white stars.

Test

I fucking hate myself.

'Cause it don't matter what the people say. It don't matter what the people do.
Oh.
It don't matter what the people say:
'Cause I say baby, you gotta stop worryin'