Насладитесь вместе со мной)
Queen – Bohemian Rhapsody
Pink Floyd – Another Brick In The Wall Part 2
Scorpions – Still Loving You
Coldplay – In my place
Warrant – I Saw Red
David Bowie – Let's Dance
Red Hot Chili Peppers – Cant Stop
Creed – Torn

For you will still be here tomorrow
But your dreams may not.

• Неделю мучилась над тем, что можно написать в этом эссе. Начала писать - из-под пальцев полились совершенно другие и аргументы, и мысли.

• Imagine Dragons – Shots

Am I out of touch?
Am I out of my place?
When I keep saying that I'm looking for an empty space
Oh, I'm wishing you're here
But I'm wishing you're gone
I can't have you and I'm only gonna do you wrong

Oh, I'm going to mess this up
Oh, this is just my luck
Over and over and over again

I'm sorry for everything
Oh, everything I've done
From the second that I was born it seems I had a loaded gun
And then I shot, shot, shot a hole through everything I loved
Oh, I shot, shot, shot a hole through every single thing that I loved

so fake your death

or it’s your blame

and leave the lights on

when you stay.

Я сейчас разорвусь.

I need some sleep
You can't go like this
I'd tried to count some sheep
But there more than one i miss
(c) Eels - I need some sleep

trying to be like you
isn't good enough for me.

i am tired and uninspired. i am used batteries. i am talentless and stale. i am a book that’s been read and now sits on the shelf. i am a broken guitar string. i am useless. i am invisible.

everyday i feel like i’m at war with the world. some days i feel like i’m standing on the tallest mountain screaming at the top of my lungs, “look at me, please look at me.” if loneliness ever needed a definition, it’d be me. i see countless faces everyday but do they see me? no. i am alone. i am invisible.

Today I want to work finally and, as luck would have it, there is a 2 hours break in the trains schedule.
And I don't want to talk to both of the guys with whom I was texting all week. They have already texted sth in the morning and I don't even want to read it. I feel tired of them, maybe just because I didn't sleep much today. But also they are a bit pushy, like all men. I don't want to stop dating because of just it 'cause I want sex and I always tend to postpone and to procrastinate so I don't want to give myself another excuse to do this. But sth should be done in this area - I don't wanna be tired of them all the time.

12 days after orgasm)
I can't or don't want to formulate more in english today.

🍉🌿 I want to try to write here in english from now on. I don't know how to see mistakes in my own essay but even just writing will be a great practice anyway. And it gives me pleasure. And pinches my sense of self importance)

Just now I've learned that the third-person singular simple form for the word "pinch" is "pinches", not "pinchs" as I thought. Cool)

I have never felt so alone in my life. I have had 3 past relationships where everytime i am deeply in love with them, they just threw me away. And everytime i couldn't them what they want, they just leave me here hanging. Why is my life so messed up while the others are happy. Why despite being obedient and kind, i still suffer? What did i do in th past that made me deserved to be punished like this? I fucking hate this lifetime.

"the problem of being faster than light is that you can only live in darkness"

Newbie to fragmenter!

Here is the part where everyone was happy all the time and we were all
forgiven,
even though we didn’t deserve it.

Time Test.

Radiohead – Black Star

Пью вино из горла и слушаю Боуи.
All the corners of the buildings,
Who but WE remember these?
The sidewalks and trees...
I'm thinking now
I got a better way.

Болезненная зависимость кажется романтичной только до тех пор, пока не упадёшь ты.
Dead boy - im yr dog

im yr dog im yr friend
i don't care what u wear
i don't care about yr hair
im yr dog im yr dog
im yr dog let's eat food
let's get drunk in the truck
im yr dog im yr pal
but i can't give a fuck
i am here to be yrs
i don't want u to hurt
im yr dog i don't mind
u blow smoke in my eyes
give me food give me love
i am here for yr blood
i cant help if i bark
i cant help with yr art
im yr dog to the end
i don't care about yr friends
give me love when i'm not
i don't care about yr friends
im yr dog

sweeny you beauty

офигенно, весь огромный бахен - мой
а еще тут много людей с похожими странностями
а еще я очень ленивая и очень неэффективно заниаюсь

Maybe being a human isn't that bad
Maybe I'm just bad at it

#YOUNGFOREVER

Here comes the pain!

let me make you mine.

stuart sutcliffe - love me tender

Who knows when is the next president election of Putin? ))