Английский.
Covert Affairs.
It was a longing for boondoggling: to save Efa from saving Barsik. And nobody to save me from it..
When you don't really want to live anymore, but you still have to make money for your family
Because of you I knew what course I would take in college.. Prostitute? So you are saying that I'm expert in that field! Thank you for telling me btw.................. :) Now I don't have to question myself anymore about the career I'm taking. Thanks to you <\3. I think I would become a professional someday tho~ Big thanks to you :'(
I hate this! Why do they have to copy that fucking event from the other school?! They are making us go crazy of finding what to wear for that shitty event! Fuck this! I'll just absent ! As if I care! ~_~
Destiny?
Do you believe in such a thing?
I mean, duh?! Not me dude!
I know right?! I'm so bitter! Hahahahah! Hands up to myself! :D
Tsk!
October 7,2016 is the worst day for us :'(
I didn't expect to be in that heart breaking situation
Seeing my classmates cry, my heart breaks <\3
I hope that would be the last time I'm seeing them so vulnerable :(
I wish happiness for all of us. I want to have an everlasting memory of you guys. It's not yet time for us to part ways so we should enjoy each other's company for now. I'm gonna miss you my dear classmates :(
I dreamt of him ♥
Everthing was so magical
But right after I woke up, I immediately cried
Painful thoughts suddenly came rushing down into my whole being
I feel so hopeless.
Hopeless from being noticed by him
Hopeless from being loved by him
I guess I'll just continue loving him silently even if it kills me slowly
I'm already sleepy :'( . Aissshhh! I'll just wake up early tomorrow. I still have lots of things to do T_T I wanna be free !!!!!!!!! A student's life is full of misery! Starting from the teachers down to your fucktard classmates. My life is pathetic. REALLY!
though i'm weak and beaten down
i'll slip away into this sound
the ghost of you is close to me
i'm inside-out you're underneath
я не понимаю что не так, в чем проблема, я опять загоняюсь из-за ничего? да что у меня за тараканы в голове.
меня все ещё принимают и терпят, а вот я сама себя уже не могу.
(когда ты достаточно умный, чтобы понимать, что терпение людей не бесконечно, но слишком несообразительный, чтобы увидеть границу, пока не станет поздно)
Ну еб твою мать. В кои-то веки нужно рано вставать, и ебнула в жопу бессонница. Неприятное состояние усталости с перевозбужденностью, как будто сейчас 10 вечера, а не 2 часа ночи. А какого хуя перевозбуждение - непонятно. В теле нездоровая энергичность, когда хочется отжиматься, бежать куда-то. Видимо, это следствие тупой пассивной жизни, когда энергия ни на что не тратится - сильных НЭ нет, ФА нет, умственных усилий тоже. Фсе блядь, завтра буду напрягать моск.
Walked on streets of Kiev, then got to a place with decent atmosphere and steaks. Quiet and gloomy place, no one is bothering me, I'm left to myself, my smartphone and a piece of medium well ribeye.
Finally, Tinder got some love. Everyone of my matches got the same message today, because I stopped caring. Maybe that's a good thing. Someone even replied.
Played "Life is Strange™" Episode 2. The game feels like a life I've never had.
Random thoughts. I'm long withdrawn from people, and, eventually from life itself. This is strange, though, that I can talk to anyone on the street, like, literally, and still I'm living like they are not even here. Alone. My choice though, always my choice
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
I RELAX, I LET GO, MY LIFE IS IN PERFECT FLOW
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦