Когда ты слышишь great tit - что представляется?
http://www.wallpaperswide.us/wp-content/uploads/2016/02/yellow-warbler-bird-wallpaper-1920x1200.jpg
или
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/B6c96s7IIAAgC8w.jpg:large
Had a tinder date with one finnsh guy at cafe (he paid, and it's a good thing...mm thai tea cake), but it was soo cringey. Can someone be very awkward and very cocky in same time? Yes, he was.
Also he is a "magician" and of course he wanted to show me some triks, I don't mind it I like it. But he started to talk with me like I'm a very stupid kid and even told me something like "good girl" "good job"
And obviously I told "what a hell, don't talk with me like that" and he was very "surprised" and told that it was a compliment(!) It's difficult(!) to learn how to twist(!)a balloon. Seriously? Does enyone can even buy it? lol. Sometimes I just can't imagine how crazy male supremacy can be.
• The girls wanna play with boys
And the boys wanna play with girls (girls)
And the girls wanna play with girls
Boys wanna play with boys
So boy, don't you love this world?
The girls wanna play with boys
And the boys wanna play with girls (girls)
And the girls wanna play with girls
Boys wanna play with boys
So boy, don't you love this world?
Все та же книга: “Posit Science is also working on visual processing. As we age, we stop seeing clearly, not just because our eyes fail but because the vision processors in the brain weaken. The elderly are more easily distracted and more prone to lose control of their “visual attention.” Posit Science is developing computer exercises to keep people on task and speed up visual processing by asking subjects to search for various objects on a computer screen.”
Нашла разработанное ими приложение http://www.brainhq.com. Похоже на люмосити, но с первого взгляда более детализированное и задания более разнообразные. Хочется купить такое на год попробовать.
“According to Merzenich, shoes, worn for decades, limit the sensory feedback from our feet to our brain. If we went barefoot, our brains would receive many different kinds of input as we went over uneven surfaces. Shoes are a relatively flat platform that spreads out the stimuli, and the surfaces we walk on are increasingly artificial and perfectly flat. This leads us to dedifferentiate the maps for the soles of our feet and limit how touch guides our foot control.”
Еще: разные подпорки-трости для сохранения равновесия в старости ускоряют процесс деградации нейронов, кот так не тренируются.
Про хождение босиком клево. В Корее в каждом парке есть спецтропы из разных типов камней для этого.
“Finally, Merzenich discovered that paying close attention is essential to long-term plastic change. In numerous experiments he found that lasting changes occurred only when his monkeys paid close attention. When the animals performed tasks automatically, without paying attention, they changed their brain maps, but the changes did not last. We often praise “the ability to multitask.” While you can learn when you divide your attention, divided attention doesn’t lead to abiding change in your brain maps.”
Doidge “The Brain That Changes Itself.”
“This means that the speed at which we think is itself plastic. Speed of thought is essential to our survival. Events often happen quickly, and if the brain is slow, it can miss important information.”
“They also discovered that as they trained an animal at a skill, not only did its neurons fire faster, but because they were faster their signals were clearer. Faster neurons were more likely to fire in sync with each other—becoming better team players—wiring together more and forming groups of neurons that gave off clearer and more powerful signals.”
Doidge "The Brain That Changes Itself.”
I'm not a victim, I'm a survivor. But so tired of surviving. Does it all make sense?
Glittering tears all over my face.
#Marry The Night
#Freedom - Paloma Faith
On the way of my self-education: suddenly a very good saundtrack to "Jarhead", especially "Smth in the way" by Nirvana. Never had heard it before, so strange.
Started to learn Spanish.
Okay. It`s been a long time since the last post. Have left my job, performed military duty, found another job, but nothing really changed. And again I feel like I have to put my mind in the proper condition. It seems that I only can do that by writing down everything I feel and think, making plans and making reports.
Now I have new intentions - to improve my law and economic skills, find a girl, stop fapping and letting everything go without my will.
Now I want to try planning my every day and making reports on success.better not read that crap.
Tomorrow: go to GYM, bring the package from the post and make a drum training plan for Tu.
Life is when you`re happy when tired.
I think, that any pain - it's a signal. The signal, that I do smth wrong - that I've forgotten about myself, I don't love me.
It means, that I must set aside all my affairs, and ask myself the main question: where is a pleasure, why i am not getting it?
It means, that smth is tottaly wrong, nothing is important exept my comfort. Not any impressions, not any buisnesses, - nothing.
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Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
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Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
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I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
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