Good girl

He said, I was just enamoured to him like always the colleagues do after the long project. And the feelings and thoughts will go away. They don't. I'm happy to see him each time. Happy to be next to him and look him in the eyes and listen to his words, trying not to look at his lips. Happy to hug him for a good bye. He has a girlfriend, in relationship over 10 years, together like twins, and a dog. I know I won't do anything. I'm not bitter over that story might not happen with us, but silently hoping he would think of me and want to see me and - such a warm feeling - kiss me. Dreams. dreams. But still happy dreaming about what might happen to us if. Every time in my life I took a first step

Rather calm morning. The ride with the colleague to work was full of accusations about the human nature and nations especially. Really, how can you be certain that the things are the way you see them? You should check everything you think is true. Never mind, I won't ride with him to the work again. I would better take the train and read and enjoy the last free minutes before the work starts.

Sitting and reading and doing nothing special instead of cleaning up the house while listening to waltz music.

Listening to Tchaikovsky. One of the best endings for the first working day after the vacation. The day was not that bad actually. Revised my goals for 2016, will continue on the steps to fulfill them. Read HPMOR - terrific. Can't stop. I hope the books never ends. Looked through the book lists for further reading, prepared next ones on the plan. In 10 minutes going home. Still a lot to do - dishes, plants, all other stuff that has to be cleaned up at home. Nothing done over the weekend.