Stupid

November 9,2016 is the big day!
Even if it is still far,I'm already nervous as hell!
Please help me God!
I wish that day would be successful
I wish that day would be one of my unforgettable mermories in highschool
I wish I will not humiliate my coach, my classmates, our school, my parents, my sister, my bestfriends and lastly myself
Wish me luck T_T

Because of you I knew what course I would take in college.. Prostitute? So you are saying that I'm expert in that field! Thank you for telling me btw.................. :) Now I don't have to question myself anymore about the career I'm taking. Thanks to you <\3. I think I would become a professional someday tho~ Big thanks to you :'(

I hate this! Why do they have to copy that fucking event from the other school?! They are making us go crazy of finding what to wear for that shitty event! Fuck this! I'll just absent ! As if I care! ~_~

Destiny?
Do you believe in such a thing?
I mean, duh?! Not me dude!
I know right?! I'm so bitter! Hahahahah! Hands up to myself! :D
Tsk!

October 7,2016 is the worst day for us :'(
I didn't expect to be in that heart breaking situation
Seeing my classmates cry, my heart breaks <\3
I hope that would be the last time I'm seeing them so vulnerable :(
I wish happiness for all of us. I want to have an everlasting memory of you guys. It's not yet time for us to part ways so we should enjoy each other's company for now. I'm gonna miss you my dear classmates :(

I dreamt of him ♥
Everthing was so magical
But right after I woke up, I immediately cried
Painful thoughts suddenly came rushing down into my whole being
I feel so hopeless.
Hopeless from being noticed by him
Hopeless from being loved by him
I guess I'll just continue loving him silently even if it kills me slowly

I'm already sleepy :'( . Aissshhh! I'll just wake up early tomorrow. I still have lots of things to do T_T I wanna be free !!!!!!!!! A student's life is full of misery! Starting from the teachers down to your fucktard classmates. My life is pathetic. REALLY!