Много раз в детстве слышал "Бери пример с ...", в результате чего я насиловал себя пытаясь быть как кто-то другой, эти попытки заглушили мой собственный внутренний голос, я разучился его слышать. Теперь мне нужно заново учиться слышать свой внутренний голос. Спасибо близким и родным.
No free time cause fall asleep again in the morning and later non-stop training of a new stock keeper. The girl patiently swallows up all tricks of stock keeping. I am too concerned to impress her as a proper boss, tired for it. Condition -2 to 0
Working and discussing what to do with 2 male staffs - one is too lazy and careless, another is hysteric and comes in shops drunk in his free time. Female staffs much more pleasant even if they are not able to do some computer work, will try new girls.
Condition -1 to +1.
слова дня - кокороокинаку, кйкокудан, oorlogsverklaring. поливала мемрайз. бодх никакими усилиями недогоняем..
One of the ways to get new impressions is to meet 5-10 girls a day, some are shy, other are so tensed that I have no desire to touch them, other are nice and tender, other are wild and horny, petting and fucking, if any, is also different. After it I feel to be filled in with different impressions many of which are pleasant. The best way to make impressions pleasant is to knock NEs down. Normally I have to many preoccupations, expectations, e.g. 2 girls came at the same time, I decided just to act spontaneously and don't worry and it happened in the way I liked, it was impossible to plan like this. Want to feel like this at work. Condition 0 to +2.
Закончил вторую неделю nutriens health and life in Coursera. В quiz2 набрал 12 очков из 15. Помедитировал полчаса. Привет :)
Сонливость, заебанность, серость. Не смотря на то, что что-то делал сегодня, ощущение, что день просран. Иду спать нах, попробую с утра начать заново.
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Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
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I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
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Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
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I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
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I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
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