Waked up with NEs and thought why "love" to my wife passed so fast, afters kissing and fucking with her the answer became obvious - NEs swallowed all pleasant things. And sex is magic wand to knock down NEs. Condition +1 to +3 instead of -3 to -1, praise the Sex:)
Working with persistence and with less NEs is more pleasurable, thought over and discussed website structure, there are anticipation of online shop launching and learning Cantonese and some other pleasant things.
Very pleasant surprise - met a really horny girl, insatiable, I was tired not her. I wish I would have more hours to enjoy her sexual drive.
I like to complain about spending a lot of time in doing business, many NEs, boring primitive life. But only complains don't help. It's time to change all it little by little. Now I have not enough money and assistants, so I have to do many things myself. In business, started to arrange documents and do initial accounting. For NEs, knocked down pity and sense of despair and focused on desire to knock down strong NEs instead of sticking to them.
Какая-то у меня апатия. Абсолютно ничего не хочу делать. Слава Богу сегодня суббота. Я встала примерно часа полтора назад, по тому что чуть ли не до трех ночи перечитывала любимую книгу. И еще ко мне пришло вдохновение, но я не могу написать ничего нормального из-за того, что я застряла в на каком-то дурацком разговоре, который не помню когда написала, и уже даже не помню о чем он! Блин, я забыла, что ничего еще не ела сегодня. И о черт ,я нихрена не вижу, а очки найти не могу. Жизнь - боль. Надеюсь глаза придут в себя через какое-то время ._.
проснулся.
низкое сознание и спутанные мысли, нейтральное настроение.
насморк остался на том же уровне.
ничего пока не делал.
Yesterday my another wife came back to Hong Kong and distracted me from work, I haven't seen her for 2 months and was very glad, we just hugged, kissed, told each other stupid words and I was so happy and in love. I'm not sure about is it real love or not, I was so happy that my attitude towards girls changed for a while. It was like sweeping out of all negative - desires, blind certainties, thoughts, emotions. But today another girl came and again I wanted to posses sex with her and her beautiful very young body. She was horny but attitude towards girls changed back. Now I feel ashamed for it, desire to possess and force are unpleasant perceptions.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
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I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦