за день: подала документы на ирландскую визу, договорилась о продаже планшета, позанималась по скайпу с учеником. за 2 часа: слушала музыку, читала интернеты
Working, average condition from -3 to -1, sometimes I withdrew my attention from business to pleasure in chest and experience pleasure 1-2 but it lasts too short. Interesting to slow down my anxious mind sometimes it also brings pleasant reliefs.
Имеется талант к непредумышленному созданию конфликтов и виртуозному разруливанию их. Проконсультирую, наведу хорошее настроение, сниму разочарование жизнью, сделаю заговор на счастье. Мир этому дому =^-^=
When I get involved and worry while working, the condition from -1 to -4 depending on intensity of anxiety or irritation, when I calm down I feel better and can even feel pleasure background 1-2 in the chest middle. Working and trying to return myself to pleasant side of emotional state.
учу дальше галактики и туманности.
очень таинственно выглядит NGC 225, по-англ называется Sailboat cluster:
http://www.imagingdeepsky.com/Nebulae/NGC225/FullSizeJpg/NGC225.jpg
туманность-муравей:
http://www.jpl.nasa.gov/spaceimages/images/largesize/PIA04216_hires.jpg
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http://i.imgur.com/u9NGX8F.jpg
туманность-PacMan:
http://i.dailymail.co.uk/i/pix/2011/08/29/article-0-0D9F5FBB00000578-302_964x699.jpg
Working, jerking, chatting. Chatted with a girl doing gangbangs with 5 black or 6 local guys for long time, the only constant girl in this groups, should be really horny, curious to meet her.
Проснулась в 8 по будильнику, слушала музыку- Paul Oakenfold - Password, Dope Smugglaz – The Word (Pmt Remix), Jan Johnston – Unafraid (Paul Oakenfold Mix). Cоставила список дел на сегодня, готовилась к птш. Состояние 0 +1. Щас буду вкусное жрать, потом экзотик.
Слушаю Moby – Natural Blues, пищу свое очередное произведение - SkyCity, за окнами густые тучи, а на столе, как фильмах про сокровище ряды стираных томов и энциклопедий. Потрясающее состояние...
Yesterday I felt quite different from usual emotional state that at night I already couldn't believe that it was real and I gave up. Now I want to try again to bring me closer to a similar emotional exaltation cause it's very pleasurable. Unstable, many doubts whether it real or just my imagination, but in fact very attractive for me.
Condition -2, light depression and negative background and desire to change it. Was pleasant to do nothing, jerk off while talking with a girl about sex.
Проснулась, полазила в вк, позавтракала яблоком и льняной кашей. Настроение нормальное, состояние: 4.
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