Wow, did you know, that Georgia has much more better conditions for business than some European countries, and very much better than Russia and Ukraine. I thought they are wild and non-educated. Its cool and not far from me. And natue conditions there are cool.

Keep working. The habit to worry and be unhappy wins in general while I'm working but I'm not giving up totally and sometimes try to bring me back into happy and unstressed state. It works only partially. At least now I realize how ridiculous is to feel all this negative shit I'm feeling always. Will keep fighting for better mood.

тух на работе. не пошел на улицу, поэтому никакой ФА. жрал сладости. лазил по сайтам знакомств. в общем, жопа. еду качаться и на бжж, это круто

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I Love KReeD!!!

Хрю.

Was irritated and anxious, in addition to devices the computer itself has stopped to function. It was after business hours of technical support, I called to VIP support and left the sales staff to wait for the answer. 30 minutes of good sex changed my mood again. I came back satisfied and unstressed. I can't change perceptions but I can fuck and perceptions change in the way I like. Now I can't find any reason to be so irritated and anxious - stupid and useless habit. I'm sitting and solving the same problem without unnecessary negative emotions.

The time is practically lost, because I have negative reactions about what I was told about two days ago.
Interesting that one day ok, and on second was a setback.
But myself not my feelings I'm happy to know the truth

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I feel myself like poisoned.
Watched Mahabharat.
Feel hungry and want sweet but have to forge about it, as today I have to keep a diet.

<0~2|тра3}

Irritated due to fighting with computer devices, they don't work after power failure. At the same time replying to suppliers, placing orders etc. Sometimes stop and calm down. Long for normal relax and happy condition. Fucked a girl I like but cum again.

Просрано в туманном состоянии.

Был на встр. Не получилось, что хотел расстроился.

Опубликовал первую главу на фикбуке, сходил в аптеку за глазными каплями,
на почту за почтовыми конвертиками, купил теплую осеннюю куртку.
Сегодня выходной.

<1//2|Г(тра3,спо3)}

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Worked and chatted with girls. To get rid of anxiety I can both by solving problems one by one and by dissipating the anxiety emotion itself, e.g. by remembering me in the satisfied state when many negative things don't disturb me as usually.
Focused problems solving brings concentration and distracts from worries.

все лень

Condition so so. Tried to recollect the yesterday state of happiness and satisfaction and felt a bit better. When I happy I don't feel irritation in the same situations at which I normally feel it - the girl keep wiping her pussy with toilet paper to make it dry in spite of my prayers not to do it, I'm late etc, and more pleasure from the other things - touches, sex, food, even from doing nothing. So the point is in my feelings, not in my actions. I'm doing the same things but feel quite different. Wanna play the game - pretending that I'm happy and trying to feel in the same way as yesterday night. Happiness without any obvious reason, I want it again and again.

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