If I think that too many things are undone I feel preoccupation and anxiety, but when I think that I will complete one thing after another anticipation appears and I feel more calm and focused.
Mistakes have been made. And wrong choices have been justified to the point of seeming right. Who was I kidding? I don't know. False, high hopes. Each time you tell yourself never again, yet the story keeps repeating itself over and over.
Overslept and in a hurry. Strange morning meeting with a girl - she tried to be very self-confident and sell MLM products to me, it was so boring that I started to play with my dick, conversation became more interesting when she helped me, but in addition to blow job I got only promise to be naughty and fuck me next time and many reassurances that she is a good girl and never fucks at the first date, - all ridiculous but at least not totally boring. An interview with a candidate for the stock keeper position, he is not perfect but I will give him a try, orders, on-line shop ... endless work and messy life. I don't like it but at the same time don't want to change it, only dreaming, not doing.
Полила все че можно на мемрайзе, стало интересно жить. Потом досажала страны северной америки, хотя уже не хотелось и интерес пропал, охота отслеживать такое.
Щас не знаю че хочу
ARP features list done.
woke up at 4:10; saw 2 bright dreams, one was very inspiring to my work.
sat = 3;
calm and confident 5;
Chatted with the girl who loves the girl I met few times. Love is contagious even when I'm deep in discontent, self-pity etc. Now I feel much better. Doing group sex is very exciting but I become primitive like an animal I can't feel almost nothing except for the excitement to the girl I'm in love with, only when we are alone.
What !F users say
Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
Fikus
I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
Daryel'
I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
!ХуеРы
I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
Туле 🌱
Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
Aart 🐦