phatchemy za mnyou hodit khukouy to (ja govoryi smesnym golisom) kurasshiyy newidimiy neftemagnat i govorit chtoy eda eto lubov?)

you dissapoint me) letter from new yourk)
and my fans) dissapoint me) dissapoint me)

k.o.

I hate everything about you.

I feel as if I will never be happy.

Not telephone) Tetrris) Ok calling)

about dospehi)

Initial commit

Overexplaining yourself is a trauma response that comes from a deep fear of abandonment or rejection.

ho is he not nowing about him)

i seen ms dos in the darkness)

learning russian language)

Hmhwww what`s new in the internet?)

TIL:
Perfectionism is a risk factor for obsessive compulsive disorder, obsessive compulsive personality disorder, eating disorders, social anxiety, body dysmorphic disorder, workaholism, self harm and suicide, substance abuse, and clinical depression as well as physical problems like heart disease.

Slow and steady wins the race.

A. is surprisingly smart and self-aware for his age. Though I don't understand his motive to study here.

Поймала себя ещё на том, что в совершенно обыденном разговоре с Ю. почему-то начала оправдываться, хотя вообще, блин, какого хрена.. 😅

I'm watching you, watching every move
Now they're closing in, there's nothing you can do
If you're still alive when the music dies
Tell me if the screaming has you terrified (Terrified)

Mind-blowing knowledge about (nose) breathing: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13Ae4kuULUg

Хочу в Египет - и активно заняться фридайвингом. Совсем забыл об этой возможности.

интервью Шихман с Тихановской
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xYMvz4uVLlc

why did the universe decide to give me such a disappointing exitance

Am I really that miserable?

Let's count the number of ways that the universe sucks!

1. I am in it

I am losing it why all those people on TikTok are so fucking handsome talented or whatever
I feel like a piece of garbage thank you
And it’s 3 am in the morning
And I will most likely get up within 3 h
Cause I have to
Goodluck rip

Healthy is the heart that goes on,
Even when everything feels so wrong
Turn off your senses
And let go of all those defenses you built up so strong

Lucky is the one who breaks free
Free from himself and his hopes and his fears
Take from your shoulders
The weight that you don't need to hold anymore cause I'm here

I'll be your protection, darling

Nothing will harm you tonight
All of your darkness will turn into light
Your shadows will fly away
Your ships will sail away
No, nothing will harm you tonight

(c) Lenka - "No Harm Tonight"

I want to scream but I can't so I just hate myself and my life ❣️