0 - +1

Mistakes have been made. And wrong choices have been justified to the point of seeming right. Who was I kidding? I don't know. False, high hopes. Each time you tell yourself never again, yet the story keeps repeating itself over and over.

Overslept and in a hurry. Strange morning meeting with a girl - she tried to be very self-confident and sell MLM products to me, it was so boring that I started to play with my dick, conversation became more interesting when she helped me, but in addition to blow job I got only promise to be naughty and fuck me next time and many reassurances that she is a good girl and never fucks at the first date, - all ridiculous but at least not totally boring. An interview with a candidate for the stock keeper position, he is not perfect but I will give him a try, orders, on-line shop ... endless work and messy life. I don't like it but at the same time don't want to change it, only dreaming, not doing.

возв=2; вял-5, пор. бодр., яс., непримиримость(нпрс) к хо.
APR implementing in progress;

Полила все че можно на мемрайзе, стало интересно жить. Потом досажала страны северной америки, хотя уже не хотелось и интерес пропал, охота отслеживать такое.
Щас не знаю че хочу

проснулся. ага

Хочу слушать весь power electronics и death industrial.

^^~

Sleeping 15 hours a day. Looks like hibernation.

Мяу!

ARP features list done.
woke up at 4:10; saw 2 bright dreams, one was very inspiring to my work.
sat = 3;
calm and confident 5;

7:30 проснулся, вяк

<2~3|А(пвк4~5, рад4~5)}

ууууииии,я еду на концерт Homie,надеюсь будет очень весело и незабываемо)))))))

Chatted with the girl who loves the girl I met few times. Love is contagious even when I'm deep in discontent, self-pity etc. Now I feel much better. Doing group sex is very exciting but I become primitive like an animal I can't feel almost nothing except for the excitement to the girl I'm in love with, only when we are alone.

годен.

Овечка))))

я бухаю как таракан.

И почему Государственная Дума не издаст закон о нарушении прав человека котом?! :D
Мой кот бы засел за решетку надолго.

ап

вяк-вяк, я - червяк.

Keep working. Splashes of sadness, pity and something else vague. But I already know that it will end and even now I can feel better. Trying to focus on anticipation of the business stability and sufficient money inflow without my substantial efforts. In this case I will be able to fulfill many things I want. Before sleep will read a bit of Maya 5 and learn few Cantonese words.

Forget the pain, forget the lies that you gave me as dust, will forget everything that has happened with us will take you, and just let go in the past....the past!