Had a nice run.
Chaldini's book is interesting at 6 out of 10. I recognize a lot of situations he describes.
I got to the part when he describes the influence of shame or fear to people, but he never gets to the point that these are emotions which can be eliminated. Or at least he could admit they are frustrating and making lifes miserable. He suggests the ways to avoid he situations with manipulation, which mostly look like crutches, but not like solid solutions.
Totally lost in work, don't like haste but often under time pressure. Don't like such unconscious time losing. Set alarms on my mobile, may be it will help. Another way to lose my time is to meet a girl - also totally involved and unconscious. Want to wake up, at least once per 2 hours.
Back from the center, but did not start making the food yet, because I managed to cut my both index fingers. The hell does it happen to me that often...
The pictures for N are still loading, it's been three hours or more. That's long!
Fall colors are at their best now, we need to shoot, me & M. And I mean it. In a week there will be nothing to shoot, just dull grayness left.
Spirits help me.
OK, so I sent the pictures to N, she's been waiting for them for a month. Terrible me.
Had sex with M. He's good at it, yeah.
Now on to collecting myself and to the center. Then food for the kids. And some white wine.
And then... we'll see.
Something's wrong with me, right?
I really must work and I'm ... just not doing anything.
I can't even
Рисую, повторяю яп, англ слова. Мне седня лень сюда писать.
Пойду качать попу с моим любимым:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnBhn7YSsnM&index=4&list=LLmxOru57ez7IvwroudTRo7w
Рабочая неделя
Ненавижу понедельники,
Сутра не проснешься,
Вокруг все называю бездельником,
От того что никак не прейдешь в себя.
Попроще во вторник,
К работе начинаешь привыкать.
Как бы уже пускаешь корни,
Как бы начинаешь вникать.
И вот, пол рабочей прошла,
И чувствуешь себя в своей тарелке,
Многообещающая среда,
Дальше все пройдет по мнгновенке.
Четверг, рыбный день,
И вправду, в центре все как рыбы,
Толкаются, создают друг другу мигрень,
Пытаются к концу сорвать прибыль
А потом сутра всё молчит.
Работают, не испустив ни речи,
Что потом… Вы только послушайте, как звучит:
«Пятница вечер!»
Long sleep is a good recovery after orgasms and fatigue. I can't feel the same pleasure in the body as before but at least the body is relaxed and there are some pleasant sensations. Realized that in any situation - after orgasms, upon arising of serious problems etc - I can feel better just by avoiding sticking to negative reactions - worries, preoccupations, endless thoughts about it and so on. Looking from aside helps, detachment also. Under any unfavourable conditions I can live and feel better.
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Only today learnt about !F and created an account. Have to admit, this site is interesting and special, indeed. The idea is quite the thing! I'll be keeping my diary in spite of anything. I like this anonymity so much!
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I really enjoy reading other participants, it's so much more sincere here than in any social network.
Дынька
Such a funny idea, to keep an online diary, which can be read by anybody - and nobody at the same time.
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I like a lot that there are no comments on !F. Here I have an impression that I am writing just for myself. I have less concern that my message will be evaluated.
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I like Fragmenter very much. Now I have extra motivation to change. It's a big difference – just write to myself in a paper notebook, or write in order to share my thoughts.
Fragmenter is cool – I start to think once and again why I'm so depressed and how I came to be like that.
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Fragmenter is the best thing that happened to me this year!
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