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Sep 25, 2014 7:48 AM

-1 - +0.5; NPS (Negative Physical Sensations)
* I've dug up smth (which is related to some of my earlier fragments) that makes me feel a bit shitty about myself. Will try to explain it in-depth in my future frags.
* I've also made a bunch of other discoveries since last evening.
* After I awoke, I've been in a sweet boundary state between sleep and wakefulness for quite a long time. Maybe it's due to the fact that I've tried hard to prolong it at all costs, while my mind was desperately attempting to grasp at anything to start worrying.
* I was gonna go outside before the dawn, but then I felt an urge to poop, so I'd lost my chance.
* I've overeaten.
* It's damn cold in my lair.

Sep 25, 2014 7:46 AM

вяк

Sep 25, 2014 7:30 AM

вжоп

Sep 25, 2014 5:17 AM

- интересно 1-3 думать над оформлением главной страницы !Ф и делать дизайн
- объелся орехов, теперь нехочу есть уже 2 часа
- втыкал в комп большую часть времени, сидел в напряжении каком-то

Sep 25, 2014 3:45 AM

Upon waking up the condition was ok, I stopped thoughts about problems at work and enjoyed more pleasant things. But now when I have to come back to problem solving I am again anxious. Yesterday there were 2 moments when anxiety was so intense that I felt tired of it and gleams of relief and easygoing mood came instead but only for a short time. Understanding that the anxiety has is totally unnecessary brings some relief, will try to bring it to my day.

Sep 25, 2014 3:14 AM

драчил

Sep 25, 2014 1:56 AM

-woke up at 7:40,
- before the sleep yesterday I behaved like an asshole with Kenga, I should definitely start to control this
- want to read smth, don't know what exactly,
- Yesterday I liked the begining of the coursera course - "From big bang to dark energy", today want to continue
- the new !F feature is great, the one that allows to select the fragments written in one particular language,
- I think, in my case, there is a great difference between what I'm writing in English in the fragment, and what I would write in Russian. I guess the amount of words and phrases that I know in English determines the meaning and the direction of the English fragment.

Sep 25, 2014 1:18 AM

вяк
-1

Sep 24, 2014 11:59 PM

бу
0

Sep 24, 2014 9:41 PM

http://www.twitch.tv/lirik thx for entertaining, bro
Вечера с этим чуваком просто пролетают!

Sep 24, 2014 9:20 PM

• Позанималась английским. Сделала меньше, чем планировала, но всё равно много. Понял, что проходить одну тему в день - более, чем достаточно. Занимает около часа.
• Залипла на кавер Glee Cast – Cough Syrup.
"Life's too short to even care at all, oh woah oh,
I'm losin' my mind, losin' my mind, losin' control"

Sep 24, 2014 7:56 PM

games, music, tea.
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Sep 24, 2014 7:35 PM

Experience of confrontation against habitual insanity, especially at work, is accumulated gradually. It's promising to grasp that insanity is not normal and inevitable and there are more pleasant choices.
I solved contingency situation half-way and pleased with it. I will remind myself that life is not always smooth and some unexpected things may occur, e.g. simultaneous PC hardware and product database server failure. I will think them over in advance.
Almost every come-back to my den after work results in mood improvement, it means I feel better inside and it could be reproduced at work - easy-going mood, fridge with tasty stuff, inspiring petting or fucking, doing nothing on the big bed.

Sep 24, 2014 7:28 PM

хих

Sep 24, 2014 6:38 PM

little read Suvorov, played games, watching Starcraft tournament
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Sep 24, 2014 5:23 PM

"Ave, Caesar, morituri te salutant!"

Sep 24, 2014 4:57 PM

бяк

Sep 24, 2014 4:35 PM

Wow, did you know, that Georgia has much more better conditions for business than some European countries, and very much better than Russia and Ukraine. I thought they are wild and non-educated. Its cool and not far from me. And natue conditions there are cool.

Sep 24, 2014 4:31 PM

Keep working. The habit to worry and be unhappy wins in general while I'm working but I'm not giving up totally and sometimes try to bring me back into happy and unstressed state. It works only partially. At least now I realize how ridiculous is to feel all this negative shit I'm feeling always. Will keep fighting for better mood.

Sep 24, 2014 3:33 PM

тух на работе. не пошел на улицу, поэтому никакой ФА. жрал сладости. лазил по сайтам знакомств. в общем, жопа. еду качаться и на бжж, это круто

Sep 24, 2014 3:32 PM

рублюзь в гамзы
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Sep 24, 2014 3:20 PM

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Sep 24, 2014 2:40 PM

I Love KReeD!!!

Sep 24, 2014 2:14 PM

Хрю.

Sep 24, 2014 1:18 PM

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