The time is practically lost, because I have negative reactions about what I was told about two days ago.
Interesting that one day ok, and on second was a setback.
But myself not my feelings I'm happy to know the truth

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I feel myself like poisoned.
Watched Mahabharat.
Feel hungry and want sweet but have to forge about it, as today I have to keep a diet.

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Irritated due to fighting with computer devices, they don't work after power failure. At the same time replying to suppliers, placing orders etc. Sometimes stop and calm down. Long for normal relax and happy condition. Fucked a girl I like but cum again.

Просрано в туманном состоянии.

Был на встр. Не получилось, что хотел расстроился.

Опубликовал первую главу на фикбуке, сходил в аптеку за глазными каплями,
на почту за почтовыми конвертиками, купил теплую осеннюю куртку.
Сегодня выходной.

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Worked and chatted with girls. To get rid of anxiety I can both by solving problems one by one and by dissipating the anxiety emotion itself, e.g. by remembering me in the satisfied state when many negative things don't disturb me as usually.
Focused problems solving brings concentration and distracts from worries.

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Condition so so. Tried to recollect the yesterday state of happiness and satisfaction and felt a bit better. When I happy I don't feel irritation in the same situations at which I normally feel it - the girl keep wiping her pussy with toilet paper to make it dry in spite of my prayers not to do it, I'm late etc, and more pleasure from the other things - touches, sex, food, even from doing nothing. So the point is in my feelings, not in my actions. I'm doing the same things but feel quite different. Wanna play the game - pretending that I'm happy and trying to feel in the same way as yesterday night. Happiness without any obvious reason, I want it again and again.

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At this night I realized that there are two ways to live my life - complaining and suffering or selecting and enjoying. I can't understand why I do feel so good on the second day after 2 orgasms, cause first and half of the second day were terrible. But after exciting sex everything changed. The ability to perceive and distinguish has also sharpen so I started to feel pleasure from many things - sex, sensual perceptions, shower, food, emotions also changed, I was happy without any efforts and even didn't suffer at work. So I want to fight for this enjoyable way to live therefore I need to be attentive and select avoiding things that bring back all negative.

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Сьогодни погода погана дощ, калюжи щей урокив багато вчить , але я нелюблю их вчыть ) але хоть и погана погода настроение веселе.Щасби випить бутилочку пивка Badd напрыклад .
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